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BALANCE WHEEL                                                                                                                                                                                         Kurt Brown

We find no vestige of a beginning, no prospect of an end
wrote geologist James Hutton on viewing the strata at Siccar Point in 1785

his friend, mathematician John Playfair, viewing the strata in 1788 remarked
the mind seemed to grow giddy by looking so far into the abyss of time

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the dimensions of the present                   about three seconds
how can we know this                                  and are you here with me
wedged into the moment     time running out
don’t go don’t go                      I would stay here with you forever
which is less than the present            and doesn’t exist
but we exist for these three seconds don’t go

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solar wheel           lunar wheel          orbital wheel
the galaxy’s flagrant pinwheel          as though
a hand had reached into a cloud of dust and gas
and spun it              like a stick in a bed of embers

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consider the Orders of Magnitude                       Time sliced thinner than Time

a yoctosecond   =           one septillionth of a second
a zeptosecond   =           one sextillionth of a second
an attosecond   =           one quintillionth of a second
a femtosecond  =           one quadrillionth of a second
a picosecond     =           one trillionth of a second
a nanosecond   =            one billionth of a second
a microsecond  =           one millionth of a second
a millisecond     =           one thousandth of a second

ONE SECOND    =           9,192,631,770 periods of the radiation corresponding
                                         to the transition between the two hyperfine levels
                                         of the ground state of the cesium-133 atom
  
                                         don’t go

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Be here now we say        as if we could be anywhere else

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but if we could live in the present
if we could be present in the present
an infinite string of moments moving forward
the past always a step behind pushing the future before us 
our never-ending haven                  our refuge

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but Time builds on Time

a kilosecond     =            16.7 minutes
a megasecond =            11.6 days
a gigasecond    =            32 years
a terascond      =            32,000 years
a petasecond   =            32 million years
a zetasecond    =           32 trillion years
a yottasecond   =          32 quadrillion years

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We find no vestige of a beginning, no prospect of an end


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yet if science is right            there was a beginning
though “proposed scenarios differ radically”

              for example:

              the Hartle-Hawking initial state
             string landscape
             brane inflation
             string gas cosmology
            ekpyrotic universe

“some of these are mutually compatible     while others are not”

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she lifted me and cooed                sweet baby
he rubbed my head        and laughed

Winston Churchill was alive        Jack Kerouac
Niels Bohr          Bette Davis       Red Grange
Sara Teasdale    Max Planck      Mina Loy
Sir Edmund Hillary          Werner Von Braun

I laughed           he wiggled his finger in my belly           and I laughed

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Wheel of Fortune         Wheel of Fate


The wheel of the quivering meat conception turns slowly in the void

an ordinary kitchen clock                  domesticating time
 


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Consider the Earth's history as the old measure of the English yard,
the distance from the King's nose to the tip of his outstretched hand.
One stroke of a nail file on his middle finger erases human history.

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whatever rolls towards us                  rolls away again
unless we find a way to stop it          but how can we do that

in poetry           the way Sappho describes her desire
for someone at a banquet          2,500 years ago
(a little over 70 gigaseconds)     or Li Po                 drunk by the river
lifting his cup to the moon         recorded forever in exact words

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but Hitachi         the Japanese company     has invented
a storage system that can “keep data unscathed for 100 million years”

etched onto four layers of a thin sheet of quartz glass
it uses a laser to create dots that can be read by an optical microscope

heat resistant     water resistant            chemical resistant
unaffected by radio waves               up to 100 million years

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the mind seemed to grow giddy by looking so far into the abyss of time

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